its me you Mofo!

im bored

2010-10-20T16:40:00.004+08:00

im bored.
there's nothing on Facebook.
im lazy to log in to MSN.
i need to send my library books but im lazy.

holiday's gonna end.
few more days left.
and my timetable sucks big time.
my blog is dying.
i've got nothing to blog but i still want to blog.
why?
because im bored.
because my blog is dying.
a very lame post but seriously!
someone save me!
IM BORED.

i want to go out.
but my pockets have no cents.
if i go out,my mum will nag at me because i've been going out lately.
Awww.

im bored. im bored. im bored.
so is the Monkey.
or is it a chimpanzee?
ok,lame post.
but i still want to blog.

OH YAR!

did i tell you im attached?
YES!

im attached and this is my boyfriend.

PETER GENE HERNANDEZ.

I LOVE HIM.
because He is Amazing,just the way he is.

i should end my post because if i dragged it any longer,
it will be very ultimately lame!

just for my Namilang Babe :D

2010-09-12T02:03:00.005+08:00

Hello people.
its Raya :D

not much pics here but there's abundant of it on my Facebook.
and im not supposed to blog.
however,this babe of mine,"Mimi Fierce" says my blog died already.
HAHAHAHAH!
NAMILANG,ITS ALIVE OKAY MY DEAR :D

ok,there's an outing later with my fellow JMG.
meet up place gonna be my house.
mum cook too many food and when it comes to air-tangan Azah,
it is very DELICIOUS.
I SWEAR.
okay,i wont elaborate more.
i will update if someone complain about my dying blog :D

revision week!

2010-08-21T17:59:00.006+08:00

Hello my fellow human beings.
HAPPY FASTING FOR ALL MUSLIM.

for those who didnt fast,i hope you have a valid reason!

For your info,im having my YOG holiday now.
3 weeks!
sound awesome right?
unfortunately,it is not as awesome as it sounded.
know why?!
because,during this YOG holiday,i need to start revising.
what did you expect?
right after school open,my final examination starts!
this time round,im not lucky enough.
my schedule sucks big time.
im sorry for using the harsh word!
but its soooo true!

right after final examination,its raya.
FOR YOUR INFOMATION,
my hospital attachment starts 3 days AFTER THE FIRST DAY OF RAYA!
how sucks can that be?

ok,im off.
need to wash my sisters up and break my fast.
assalamualaikum.

RAMADHAN

2010-08-08T19:49:00.002+08:00

im excited for Ramadhan,i swear♥

i cant wait for the moment when u break your fast.
as in,the song that you heard after the prayers.
im searching for it but i dont know the title.

ok,just listen to this ok.
YOU WILL FEEL THE EXCITEMENT !!!
:D

awesome day :D

2010-08-07T01:27:00.003+08:00

hello people.
nothing much.
went out to break my fast with my Namira,Shadira and Bo.
Bo told us about Bizarre Food video on Youtube.
AND I CANT STOPPED WATCHING THEM FOR GOODNESS SAKE.
he even told us about snake eating rabbit.

oh my.
i swear my heart really sank looking at the rabbit.
watch this.
seriously.

ok,thats it.
AND ITS BO'S BIRTHDAY :DD
will upload all pictures when Bo uploaded them.
actually i have pictures during Namira's belated birthday celebration.
but nah.
i will combine both thing together :D

AND I HAVE NO MORE FASTING DEPT!
wohooooo!

im back!

2010-08-04T01:15:00.002+08:00

its been awhile i didnt blog.

OH YEAH.
i dont know what happened to my tag board.
i dont know that i was popular among the western people.
HAHAHAHAHAH!
isnt it obvious its was a virus -.-"
just ignore it okay :D

and im in love with Broery Marantika's voice.
i dont care how outdated the song was.
all that matter is the voice okay.
so HEART-MELTING.
oh forget it. just listen to the song!

and i just joined a new CCA.
YES.
SPORT DANCE!

must be wondering why this CCA.
well,the story goes....

I watched this malay movie "Pisau Cukur"
just forward it to 1:50!
:DD

i dont know,i dont know.
i just want to learn,thats all :D
and all this while,i didnt know that tall guy,Jian Long,
is in that CCA.
today was my first attempt.
Jian Long was my dance partner and i sucks!
im sorry Jian Long for being a bad dance partner.
i swear it was fun.
in fact,im looking forward for the next training which is on 3 weeks time
o.O"
DAMN!

Ledger :D

2010-07-21T23:38:00.003+08:00

call me insane,lunatic or what so ever.
for the first time ever,i would like to confess my feelings toward someone.
yes.
this past few days (can say weeks!), we're very close.
i get to know more about you and stuff.

YES!
i have a crush on someone.
and that someone is....

THE JOKER (Dark Knight!)

WOHOOOOOOO!

he is HOT OK!

his name is HEATH LEDGER!!!

he is not hot in The Dark Knight.
HOWEVER,IN REAL LIFE,HE IS HOT!

and i have been doing research about him for my
PSYCHOLOGY AND SOCIOLOGY project.

oh my!
and thats when my feelings started to grow.
HAHAHAHAHAH!
i sounded like one psychopathic girl!

GO BROWSE THROUGH THE PICTURES BELOW!

he is not hot till i saw all this!

stress!

2010-07-20T20:35:00.001+08:00

all of this is driving me insane.
im serious.

Oh God,
Do have mercy on me.
Im really weak as a human.

imissyoumyclosefriends.

2010-07-18T01:24:00.006+08:00

im sad.
we're drifting apart.
im refering to my closest secondary school friends.
i dont know.
is it just me or they really are the one.

so,Wafid and Ham,please stopped saying i forget u guys.
its not my fault.
whenever there's an outing,
u guys failed to attend.

its been awhile i didnt contact you guys.
oh wait,except for Wafid whom cant stopped MSN-ing me.
HAHAHAH!
LOVE YOU FID :D

i have always wanted to text or call them but i know its no use.
they're busy.

just remember this :
i have always love you guys.
and i hope this friendship wont deteriorate.
LOVE YOU.

anyway,to everyone.
i wont be using my phone that much and im in no mood to use it.
so,if u call me and i didnt pick up,sorry.
its on silent mode :/

WORLD CUP!

2010-07-12T05:13:00.003+08:00

SPAIN WON -.-"

guess who's picture that i just painted black?
i support Holland because i hate him.
ohhh,whatever.

he didnt even contribute to Spain.
Useless Guy from USELESS CLUB!

and im going to kill this stupid Paul!

HOLLANDERS,LETS MAKE PAUL OUR DINNER!

cammy lappy!

2010-07-11T20:16:00.027+08:00

camwhore-d with Namira's Lappy.
AWESOME!

:D

♥

♥♥

2010-07-10T18:36:00.001+08:00

you're very lucky.
only a few people can love and can be loved♥

but remember this,
Someone,Somewhere...
Are made for you♥

beaming widely!

2010-07-10T01:38:00.004+08:00

still remember this?

yes! Syahk Rezan promised to buy me one if i pass my O's.
almost 6 months past!

AND FINALLY! I OWN ONE!

FINALLY!

it looked different right?
there's no more woman size.
thus he bought a kid size but for boys.
hahahahah!

WHO CARES!

watched Eclipse.
OH MY.

i dont want to elaborate more.
if not,you people will think that im lunatic!
but he really drive me crazy!

"Lets face it,im HOTTER than you."

sadded

2010-07-07T23:11:00.004+08:00

dear fellow human beings.
if you think the process of being a nurse is very easy,
THINK AGAIN!

seriously.
the projects and assignments itself can drive us insane.
I WANT TO CRY!

oh god :/

:/

2010-07-05T04:17:00.002+08:00

i hate this feeling.
i swear.
i wish this feeling towards you didnt exist.
YOU ARE SO ADDICTIVE FOR GOODNESS SAKE!

you are no longer running through my mind.
in fact,you are stuck there.
oh God.

smile on my face

2010-06-29T23:55:00.002+08:00

just that slightest thing,
it makes my day.
im going crazy!

:(

2010-06-28T23:21:00.000+08:00

the feeling started to grow,again.

♥

2010-06-28T02:24:00.002+08:00

do treasure your love ones.
you just dont know that you are lucky enough.
there's someone else wish that they are in your place.
seriously!
it took them a few years but it only take you few months.
just to get that someone.

just treasure them,please!

prawning

2010-06-27T22:58:00.015+08:00

HELLO LOVES :D

How's my attachment?
All was awesome.
My clients,i love them alot.
OH MY!
And people,i really hope you guys will visit people at St Andrew's.
Seriously.
I pitied them.

IM PROUD TO BE A NURSE.
This two weeks experience have been AN EYE OPENER to me.
BE GRATEFUL THAT YOU ARE BORN NORMAL!
YOU DONT KNOW THAT OTHERS SUFFER.
REALLY ARE SUFFERING!
oh my!
astaghfirullah hal azim.

And I LOVE MY PEOPLE SO MUCH!

make new friends.
They called me Nabs -.-"
well,there's Puts,Rabs,Tins,Haws and Glends.
OH YAR! SHADIRAH as Shas.
hahahahahha!
INSANE!
TINS FISHING JOKE WAS IRRITATING.
SHAS SPORE JOKE WAS ADDICTIVE!
had a lunch at Puts workplace!
NICE FOOD BUT EXPENSIVE!
I WILL GO THERE AGAIN!

ok,LETS TALK ABOUT PRAWNING!

The usual kaki's.
hahahahh!
and the usual vehicle.
Zulramos's van.

LOOK AT BUSU'S FACE!

HILARIOUS RIGHT?!

but actually this guy is Good-Looking.
SEE!
-.-"

we used chicken liver's as bait.
and i swear my hands really STINKS!

(i know its ugly but i find it hilarious :D)

its been 3 hours and i caught nothing.
well,isnt a good spot i tell you!
they caught a few but not more than 5!

did you know the water was very clear.
i saw the prawns holding onto my bait.
im very sure it havent eat it!
when i pulled it,those irritating prawns ran away.
some even managed to steal my bait!

YOU SEE THE MOODY BORED FACE OF US!

FINALLY!
3 HOURS LATER!
I MANAGED TO CATCH ONE!

busu helped me with the prawns.
it was hilarious!
they kena bite by the prawns.
and abang izan was like "adoi mak! oi oi saket! woiii! saket!"

(this is busu!)

and this was my second prawns.

FOR 4 HOURS,I MANAGED TO CATCH TWO!
IRRITATING!

7 RODS AND WE MANAGED TO CATCH ONLY THIS!

it was 4plus am then.
Cik Jol drove us and he stopped at the Tunnel,which we arent supposed to do!
super insane!
well,you are not suppose to stop your vehicle there!
it took us few minutes and there like this red light on our lane!!!
red light ok!
we rushed off like seriously!
CIK JOL'S IDEA!

and its like 5am in the morning and i swear we had a very hard time looking for foodcourt!
found one and im not sure where was it.

tired face!

im done with prawning :D

yesterday,nina's mum invited me to this motivation speech.
went there and it was HILARIOUS.
met my lovely dudes.
Hilmie and Zahid.
HOW I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH!

meet up soon okay my dearest!

St Luke :D

2010-06-22T22:49:00.003+08:00

hello people.

Today was my last day at St. Luke's Eldercare.
Overall,it was a fun-filled experience.
Verbalised with our clients regarding their health,families and stuff.

Most of our clients are AWESOME!
But there are some which is a very serious.
Afterall,you need to understand.
They are elderly right?

I LOVE MY CLIENTS!
Let me name you some.

MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE IS MY PERANAKAN'S AUNTY.
AUNTY JOYCE.
I dont have hard time communicating with her as she speaks both English and Malay.
And when she left us today,I told her I LOVE HER.
YES! I LOVE HER!

She's very kind,hilarious,kind-hearted :D

Another client of mine is MY FIT UNCLE.
UNCLE (damnit! i forget his name! shoot!)
He is so funny! Guving us jokes and shared about his life.

Aunty Jenny wasn bad either!
OH MY!

I MISS MY AUNTIES AND UNCLES!

THEY SIMPLY REMINDS ME OF MY LATE GRANDPARENTS!

friends are L♥VE

2010-06-20T23:17:00.004+08:00

"Good Afternoon,im Student Nurse Siti Nabilah from Ngee Ann Poly."

ok! thats the typical phrase that most of us will be using :D

and thats the pictures of me and my wonderful mates which i have been talking about.
how i wish this coming week i will be with them again!
THEY ARE AWESOME!
the jokes we share,the laughter.
it was INSANE!

and we promised to have an outing together :DD
weeeeeeeeee~

ok.
i have an outing with my BELOVED GIRLFRIEND AND BOYFRIENDS,
MY 13 "SISTERS" and THIS 7TH-SOME!

wow! i bet mum will be furious if she find out i have many plans during my holiday!
opps!

awesome!

2010-06-19T04:18:00.003+08:00

i have this long conversation with my cousin.
and one of it is about death.

As you know, when Judegement Day comes Allah will destroy everything including the angels.

Allah asks the angel of death.. who is left and he said, "Its just me and Jibril left."
Then Allah tells Angel of death to take Jibril's soul.
Then Allah asks him again. "Who is left now?" The Angel of Death answered its only me left and Allah kills the Angel of Death.
After that, when the ressurection comes, Allah will ressurect the Angel of Death.. and Allah asks.. "Angel of Death, what do you think of death itself?"
And the Angel of Death said "If I had known that death is soo painful and difficult, I would not take the soul of any Muslim."
See. that is the point of view of death from the angel of death.

it really was one awesome chat.

want more?
just click on this link and there's part two too.
i swear this article regarding religion is awesome.

http://happeepill.com/articles/2009/4steps/4steps1.php

thanks cousin.
and he still yar!
(SOM5KB!)
hahahahahahah!

SOM5KB :D

2010-06-19T00:28:00.003+08:00

i tried to upload my pictures.
but it took me very long.
it will be a dull post then :/

have this small conversation with mum regarding her health.

me : "Mama,you say you dont have high blood pressure right? you must check your sugar content inside your blood."
mum: "ya! i have high blood sugar eversince i gave birth to your sister."
me: "You must take precaution of your health ok. It can cause stroke you know (explaining how it can lead to stroke) "
mama: "You just started your attachment at polyclinic for a few days,you have already control me"
and she continues....

mama: "if you become a real nurse,i think you will lock me up inside the hospital"

I LOVE MY MUM FOR GOODNESS SAKE!
hahahhahah!

actually,i want to blog about Nadhrah.

IT WAS HER BIRTHDAY!

i bought her a small cake and she was so elated and delighted.
i love that kind of feeling :)

i love my dad!
IT IS FATHER'S DAY!

I LOVE MY DAD(S).
ROSLI
JASMAN
and
JAMAIL!

and not forgetting my uncles who really is like a father to me.
especially Mr Kasim :D

that will be all.

oh yar!

i miss my TEAM mates (hougang polyclinic).
its our last day together.
5 days was like 5years!
the bonding,I CANT EXPLAIN!

im so gonna miss JunHao,Zan's luaghter,Irritating Firman,Joanne,Luo Fu and Shi Chin.
THEY ARE AWESOME AND WE HAD OUR LAST LUNCH AT

PIZZA HUT! :D

first attachment

2010-06-14T22:55:00.002+08:00

it was my first attachment just now.
at Hougang Polyclinic.
had a hard time searching for the reporting room.
entered the room and i was like the last one.
all eyes was on me like as if it was Lady Gaga entering.
(ok,that Lady Gaga part was so not needed!)

brief-ed by our sister and proceed to our station.
it was fun searching for patient's medical file.
now i know how polyclinic works.

after that we had our lunch at Hougang Mall.
so people...

LOOK OUT FOR THIS WHITE LIME GREEN NURSES.
they will be around your neighbourhood for this 5 days between 1pm to 2pm.
hahahahha!

proceed again to our station and mine was about child development.
and i recognised the nurse because she was the one that assist Nadhrah during her 3yrs old check up.

(talking about that,THIS THURSDAY,NADHRAH TURN 4!)

talk about Jaundice and stuff.
watched some not really but can consider "obscene for guys" thingy.

overall,my attachment was awesome.
im with a bunch of cool people.
i know some names.

Jun Hao,Zan and Firman.
:D

i think im blessed with awesome friends!
i love everyone!

ali setan!

2010-06-14T01:02:00.003+08:00

ok.
this is ALI SETAN!
(u know hambALI)

HAMBALI MAKE ME DO THIS.

i dont know why is he being irritating.
wait.

he is irritating.
BUT TODAY,HE WAS WAY BEYOND CONTROL.

not even once in my life i blogged something like this.

SO,I HOPE YOU CAN IMAGINE HOW IRRITATING HE WAS!

to ham :

im sorry but i gave u warning already.
you are getting on my nerves.
i know la u just entered the cyber world.
hahahahah!
BUDAK KAMPONG BETOL EH KAU!
please eh.

i know u miss me but there's no need of u to irritate the hell out of me.
just watch out ok :D

SETAN LUK!

(THERE HE GOES AGAIN!)

irritating!

2010-06-14T00:39:00.002+08:00

HAMBALI IS VERY IRRITATING!

there he goes again!

getting on my nerves!

IM GONNA KILL YOU WHEN I MEET YOU!

SERIOUSLY!

YOU ARE IRRITATING!

I-R-R-I-T-A-T-I-N-G!

:D

2010-06-05T00:29:00.001+08:00

met Girlfriend and Boyfriends - the Ali's
(Hambali and Ali)

went out with Syaz,Ham and Ali.

AWESOME.

watched MARMADUKE!

i promise i will update a proper one.
with pictures too! :))

and we will soon organise an outing with the rest of our boyfriends :)

HELLO!

2010-06-04T03:09:00.001+08:00

i got an upset stomach.
due to that mangga jerok! :)

i didnt realised its 3 already!
ok.
meeting SYAZ AND HAM AND ALI TMRW.

like FINALLY!
but we're so gonna set a date for all SOON!

nsl!

2010-06-02T01:05:00.002+08:00

im very sleepy.

i have practical test in few hours time.
it will either be blood pressure,TPR or PPE.

most of us wish it is PPE because we wont verbalise that much.

i need my sleep but only after i nail this skills!
DAMN!

should i off to bed and wake up at 330?
should i study till i get everything and wake up at 5?
which one do u prefer?

by the time u give me the answer,i guess i have made my decision.
oh damn. toodles!

a visit to the doctor

2010-05-23T00:49:00.008+08:00

both me and Namira went to Hougang Polyclinic just now to take our Hepatitis B jab.

met her at the bustop and i was 15 minutes late :)
thank god she didnt get angry.
hahahahhaahah!
told her to meet at 8am but im the one late :/

took the que number and ate barbeque pau while waiting for our turns.
it was hilarious when namira's stomach started to act.
hahahahahahah!

YOU SEE THE QUEUE NUMBER!
-___________________________________-"

both of us was too sleepy and it took us 2hours of waiting.
the sofa that we sat on look so comfortable.
but it was a little bit hard.
if it was a soft one,i swear i fall asleep in no time.

both of us was super sian la!
and we need to go again in a month's time for our second jab.
bohoooooooooooo!
went to hougang mall and money wasted! ON MACDONALD!
i ordered macgriddles and she gave me macmuffin!
-________________-"

the other day,we went to Bugis to buy our Nursing Watch.
AND ALSO TO EAT.
i cant remember the stall.
is it Tong Nam? Tong Seng?
i dont know.
both of them,Sha and Namira recommended me.
NO WORRIES!

is it Halal :)

i was super lethargic and was half dead!
oh god!
and there's like soooo many stuff im eyeing on at Bugis!

DAMN!

nurnina syazwani

2010-05-20T00:51:00.005+08:00

ok,i found this (above)
its like 3 years back?!

I MISS THIS GIRL BADLY!
if you meet her outside,please help me kidnap her.
we have been soooo busy.
so,if u kidnap her and give her to me,it will be easier for me to meet her :)

i cant believe im saying this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im working on SUN MORNING!

2010-05-15T23:22:00.005+08:00

hello my WHITE AND LIME GREEN colour sisters :))

how's school so far?
actually im bored!

did u know i learned how to take BLOOD PRESSURE?!
COOL RIGHT!!!
i know.
we started using stethoscope already.
listening to heart beat and the blood pressure rate.

IT WAS AWESOMELY COOL!

u will get excited listening to heartbeat.
oh my! :)

well,friday as usual.
we have our two hours break.
actually four but there's make up class for NSL.

it was ubber great.
playing taboo with my Sisters :)

time wasted?
not really.
we spent it and have great bonds together :)

did u know they are very evil people?
i left my phone on the chair and they hide it from me?
they give me the clue that i left my phone but im still clueless

Gavin : Someone lost her phone and she dont know she lost her phone. (sing)
me : who lost her phone? what happened? *laughed
Namira : *laughed really loud

and i still remained clueless.
i thought they are referring to Namira because she always thought she lost her phone eventhough it was on her hand.

then i realised it was me -______________-"
thanks ar Royce!
and thanks Sha for telling them not to inform me!
hahahahhahah!
crazy people! :)

baracuda

2010-05-15T01:11:00.003+08:00

went for my BARACUDA BATUCADA's interview.

it was an awesome experience.
seriously!
im in love with it and the rhythm just cant get out from my head.

went there with Sha,Bo and Nas.
we thought we're late but nope! :)

and i played this congo instrument similar with Sha.
OH DEAR! it was great!

i really hope they choose me :/

google/youtube them and check them out!

my love ones

2010-05-09T22:36:00.003+08:00

NORAZAH♥

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY,MAMA!

to mama,im really sorry for being an unobedient daughter towards u :/
im sorry for being stubborn.
but that doesnt mean i didnt love u.
YOU ARE MY MOTHER AND I HAVE NO INTENTION TO HURT U.

aint easy to be a good daughter u know.
but i will do my best to change for better.
afterall,people make mistake.

I LOVE♥ YOU AND I MEANT IT.

and i wish that when i grew up,i will be a good mother to my kids,just like you towards us.

im saying this not for the sake of u are my mother.
i really meant it.

YOU are a good Mother to your kids.
YOU are a good DAUGHTER to your parents.
YOU are a good WIFE to you husband,including late baba.
YOU are a GREAT COOK. just see the result,your kids are all well fed! right?
YOU are very patient and SUPER SOFT-HEARTED. and see the result?
PEOPLE SOMETIMES TAKE ADVANTAGE ON YOU!
stupid people! (including me :/)

i hope i will grew up to be someone like you although it aint easy!
i hope i can make your life better in the future.

MAMA,I REALLY LOVES YOU.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MAMA.

SITI NADHIRAH♥

this girl is my FIRST SISTER.
YES!
first.
i know we have a huge,wide age gap :/

tomorrow is her 6th birthday.
and i know im a bad sister for not buying her a present.

HELLO! IM NOT RICH HOR!

well,for your info... among all of my sisters........

I BULLIED HER MOST OF THE TIME.
I FIND FAULT WITH HER MOST OF THE TIME.
I SCOLD HER MOST OF THE TIME
hahahahhahah!

but i still love her.

come on.
when it comes to study,scolding her isnt a bad thing.
i just want her to do well in her studies.
thats all.

I LOVE♥ YOU ANGAH!

and the best bday gift that she received is..........

A BROKEN FRONT TOOTH :)

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

that teeth was shaky and dad pulled it off for her.
hahahahhahah!

RANDOM

2010-05-07T23:25:00.002+08:00

just a random post from me.

when i was younger,my aunt always remind me this

"Biar lawan pelajaran,jangan lawan nak popular"

ok,let me translate :

let us run after success not popularity.

well,i think i really take her word seriously till now.

:))

and i didnt realized that both me and Kamala anak perempuan Batumale
have the same thinking.

"dont search for love because it will come by itself"

ok,that Kamala is an actress la :)

DONT YOU AGREE WITH WHAT I HAVE BOLD?

imissyou

2010-05-06T01:01:00.001+08:00

im in need to meet my girlfriend and boyfriends.

MEET UP PEOPLE!
i miss you guys like seriously!

PICK A DATE!

hambali amir!

2010-05-03T23:07:00.004+08:00

actually,im not supposed to blog today.

but for the sake of one of my faithful readers,i will blog.

YES!
FOR THE SAKE OF MY DEAR 1000 yr old friend.
MR HAMBALI! :))

FINALLY!
my laptop finally cooperate!
it took me few days just to upload this picture!
actually,its a common thing.
my laptop hate him so much.
cant take it la. tooo ugly i guess :))
thank goodness there's me beside him.
or else it will take FOREVER to upload!
take that you,ham!
hahahahahahah!

back to blogging!
YES!
how could he accused me of forgetting my friends?
u see,ham?
i blog about u because i remember u.
i know im sweet.
i know im awesome.
there's no need for u to tell others.

he was the busy one.
not me.
I DONT CARE!
BY HOOK OR BY CROOK,WHATEVER UR REASON IS....
WE MUST MEET OK?!
but,its ur treat!
i have been saying this like countless time.
please make urself free ok giler?

and if you didnt beep me regarding this,u are the sombong one :)
tyvm.
and i really miss you,NOT!
hahahahah!
but i know u miss me,ALOT! hahahhahah!
i heard alot of things happening to you.
eversince u didnt meet me and nina.
some even says that ur mental conditions are deteriorating.
i felt super guilty for leading u to this kind of condition :/

and please please please!
dont skip ur meals just because u didnt meet us.

OMG!
i didnt realised that i just spread all those stuff happening to you.
SORRY HAM! ^-^

i love my sisters

2010-05-01T23:11:00.004+08:00

Hello Readers.
let me introduce to you u my....

WONDERFUL "SISTERS"
^-^

ok,let me just type down their names.
Sister Kim,Sister Gavin,Sister Wei Xin,Sister Shermeen,Sister Maverick,Sister Vivianna,Sister Xinmin,Sister Royce,Sister Shadira,Sister Namira and Sister me
wow!
(take a deep breathe)
that was exhausting

i love my sisters very much.
they are tender loving care sister.
:)
i cant stopped excluding nursing phrases here!

well,camwhored with Namira's lappy was fun and hilarious.
everybody squeezed in and it was insane!

camwhored moment

i love my last friday.
insane day!
THERE'S 2 SET OF 2HOURS BREAK.

we make used of it by eating,camwhoring,craping and learned how to play
MONOPOLY DECK!
it was an awesome game especially if u play with my bunch of sisters!

Gavin (who is leading the game) ,was Hilarious.

and it seems like that "just say no!" card loves him sooo much.
he cant stop getting it.
and due to that,he showed off.

"you think i scared uh? JUST SAY NO!"
(with his irritating voice and face. showing off the card right infront of my face)

seriously,i really love my last friday.
i went home with a smile on my face :)

^_^

2010-04-29T00:28:00.006+08:00

Hello wonderful people.
lets blog about my life as a Nursing Student.

my life for the first few days kinda (insert negative word).
yar,wasnt that great.
everything seems so different.
actually,i dont really adapt to changes that fast.
it took me days to love everything.

AND NOW...
im loving it.
WELL.... NOT REALLY EVERYTHING.

i love my classmates.
i love my cousin and her clans.
i love ANATOMY!
wait! not lecture,just tutorial.

i love my SHAMILAH :)
sha - shamira
mi - namira
lah - nabilah

cool? i know! because im the one who figured it out. hahahahah!
(standing ovation)

below is our picture with Angalam's boyfriend.
Mr Skeleton.

maybe this is their kids.
just a maybe.
kinda the same height as Sha!
hahahahahahah!

and there's this time,we were going to the library
it was super HILARIOUS!
there's this transparent lift to got to the second level.
the lift seems ubber cool. the door wasnt the normal typical type.
its not the sliding one. it is the kind like our normal door.
i cant explain it,just forget about how the door looked like. -.-"
so,we took the lift like one "jakon" girl.
hahahahhaah!

UNFORTUNATELY,the lift moved ubber slowly la.
i told them "i think if we take picture,we can get atleast 3"
let me tell you this.
if you compared climbing stairs and taking lift,it would be better to climb.
dont worry,u can climb up and down that flight of stairs like around 4 times.
THAT LIFT IS UBBER SLOW LA! -.-"
serve us right!
actually,that lift is for the disabled! :))

exhausted faces!
and there's no air inside the lift! (below)

and this was the day when Namira bought her cam :)
CAMWHORED!

OH GOD!
and dontworry.
i still love my girlfriend and boyfriends.
in fact,i miss their craps!
by hook or by crook,im going to meet them soon!

LOVES♥

justin bieber :/

2010-04-26T01:20:00.005+08:00

well,im going to blog about this Justin Bieber.
did u know im currently addicted to his song BABY.
WAIT! THERE'S A FINE LINE BETWEEN ADDICTED AND LOVE.

i cant believed i have his song inside my phone :/

listen to this.

I KNEW IT!
he cant sing!
hahahahahahah!

and rumours say that he is dating Taylor Swift.
please tell me that aint true!
u guys know im one of her fans right?
OH GOD!
if u cant find any better guy,go back to Taylor Lautner.
both of u make a good couple.

Ngee Ann,here i come

2010-04-18T22:58:00.002+08:00

my journey as a Nurse will officially start tomorrow.

"Passion To Touch Lives"

yeah! i have no idea on what to wear!
and i need to go Hougang Mall to activate my Ezlink card.
school starts at 12 and end at 6.
cool or what?
in other words,Jian Long say
"You're leading the primary school life"

kindda true huh?

melting

2010-04-15T01:46:00.001+08:00

i cant believed that im still melting whenever i look at "that someone's" picture.
hahahahah!
YOU'RE HOT.
eventhough u looked like one gay with ur colourful lenses on.
:)

humid!

2010-04-14T23:16:00.005+08:00

ok.
my internet connection is such a (fill-in-your-own-vulgar).
im so going to call the internet service once im free.
it took me atleast 30 minutes to enter blogger and facebook.
well,if the mood is good,everything will go smoothly like now.

ok,let us start.
u know about my anaemia disease right.
well,i have got to say that most prolly,my red blood cells are increasing :)
the doctor have not officially declared that but me myself know me better right.
been watching my diet lately.
eat the iron deficiency tablet regularly and what i hate the most is that,that tablets have been forcing me to eat eventhough im not in the mood to eat.

the instruction given is to eat it twice everyday. 30 or an hour before your meal.
sucks right. sometimes im in no mood to eat!

and i miss WORKING!
i miss BEING PART OF COFFEEBEAN!
i miss my ICE HAZELNUT LATTE (extra half shot)!
i miss my ICE DOUBLE CHOCOLATE with chocolate sauce!
i miss my frozen swirl ORIGINAL TART WITH LOTS OF CARAMEL!
i miss my OWN CHICKEN MUSHROOM FUSILLI!
DAMN!

ok,lets talk about POLY.
i have got to say im KINDA excited to start my poly life after attending the orientation.
wait!
im not pretty sure what im excited for.

1) Life as poly student
2)New environment
3)Nursing
4)Itouch

i think im all excited for the Itouch.
hahahahahah!
ok,Itouch is not an IN-THING already.
SO WHAT!
there's alot of application and i watched the news at Suria.
its regarding Ngee Ann Poly using Itouch for nursing.
it seems UBBER COOL la the nursing applications :)
ok,let stop talking.

most prolly,will be meeting Diyanah tomorrow to buy our books and collect our tshirt.
and now,there's something bothering me.

WHAT SHOULD I WEAR ON MONDAY?!

goodbye.

2010-04-10T21:23:00.003+08:00

ok. this is only 1/5 of my COFFEEBEAN's family.
tomorrow is my last day.
i swear to God that my heart felt sooo heavy to leave them.
yeah. i wanted to quit in the first place but i felt kindda sad.

can u imagined?
COFFEEBEAN is my very very first job.
it was when i get to know alllooot of people with alllooot of attitude.
hahahahahahah!
wait! im not referring to my colleagues.
just the customers :)

COFFEEBEAN,the place where i met the famous artist.
hahahahah!
such as Sylvia the Spore Idol finalist.
Fauzi Laily.
Fadhlur Rahman.
Sazzy Falaq.
Annabelle (Sheik Haikel's wife)
Diana Yusof.
and few more. (i dont know their name :) )

For your info,one of the reason why i dont feel like leaving them is because,
THEY ARE ALL VERY NICE PEOPLE.

from the district managers to the manager,assistant managers,fellow colleagues,abang and pakcik delivery and of course the milk uncle.
not forgetting the nice regular customers.

hmmm.
im going to miss Aunty Sarah! :)
i love that aunty although she like to nag :)

im going to miss Hajar!
the gangster at coffeebean!

im going to miss Kak Rodi!
the orang kampong.

im going to miss Vanessa!
one of the awesome assistant managers.

im going to miss Yasmin!
my buddy after Lin left me :(

AND ALL OF YOU PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yikes!
im going to visit them once i left them.

hello :)

2010-04-07T00:34:00.002+08:00

actually,im waiting for that girl to call me.
NURNINA SYAZWANI BTE SAM'AN.
yes! hahahahaha!
on the phone with her just now and she said she will call me back at 12.30.
she's watching that "Demi Lovato? Miley Cyrus? Jonas?" at Disney Channel.
and yeah,she just call me.

AND COUGHING ON MY EAR!!!!!!!!

famished!

2010-04-02T01:21:00.002+08:00

IM FAMISHED LIKE SERIOUSLY!

nowadays,especially at night,my stomach cant stop "yelling" to ask me to feed it.
but i managed to ignore it.
well done nabilah :)

actually,im quite sleepy but who cares!
Erwin texted me and ssay that i will be working at 12pm instead of 10am.
isnt that AWESOME?!
hahahahahah! thus,i took the opportunity to sleep a little bit late :)

BUT STILL NEED TO SEND AND FETCH MY SIS FROM SCHOOL!
DAMNIT!

anyway,next sunday is my last day at CoffeeBean.
remind me to blog about it ok! :)

and looks like my wish to owe that LIME GREEN PUMA WATCH wont come true :(
damn. i just have to look at it from far and i can still feel the HEART PAIN!
OUCH!

im done here!

confession

2010-03-22T21:03:00.003+08:00

I have problem. Are you people ready to listen to the confession of my heart? Im serious.
This is the only way i can share. I want to share with my close ones but im afraid i cant because my mouth are so heavy and my eyes wont fail to get teary.

As you know,im going to be a nurse in 3 years time. Only god know how happy am i when i have got a place in poly. But,im still devastated for not getting the course that i want. YES. IM NOT OVER IT. Dont say anything! Because im totally aware of the bright future that Nursing will be providing. Thats not the only problem.

At first,i just accept the fact that indeed Nursing is the correct and perfect pathway for me. But after i went for my checkup,it started to give me those scary pictures inside my mind. It sounded serious right? I went for my blood test. My first blood test and i cant believed that they sucked my blood which was damn eerie. Yeah,im cool with it. Pain but i get over it.

Few days later,i received a call from the clinic. They told me that im Abnormal and from my blood test,they said that i have got Anemia. I need to meet them and stuff. Dr Lee explained to me and she told me to go for follow-up. I can choose to go to her clinic or Polyclinic. Thus,today,i went for my follow-up at polyclinic. It took me 1 hour 30 min to meet the doctor! And the whole thing took me 3 HOURS! DAMN U POLYCLINIC!

Then i went for my blood test again. I swear to God that i closed my eyes. Its much more scarier compared to the previous one. She took my blood twice and at that moment of time,scary pictures started playing inside my mind. Its like trauma and my eyes was kinda teary but i managed to control it. IDK! Why am i so scared? WHY?

Why is it so difficult? WHY? I have dreams and i really want to pursue it. I want success. SERIOUSLY. I dont get into the dream course that i want but atleast,help me to love my so-call current course. Why must there be this kind of obstacles? Do you think i can get over it? Maybe this is just the starting point. I will soon learn to love it in future.

I still remember the text that Dayan' gave me. It says :

"Nab,i think atok is proud of us. Us being nurses. Taking care of other ppl like how we took care of him. Maybe thats the reason why u become a nurse"

tell you this. When i read it,its like one motivation. Maybe its true. But then,i cant imagine ME,POKING THOSE SHARP NEEDLES ON MY PATIENT to take their blood. omg! ISNT IT SCARY! *shake my head!
Sucking their blood and its RED SOME MORE! i want to cry! (whining) scaryyyyy!

ok. Think positively.
HAIZAD IMRAN,HAIZAD IMRAN,HAIZAD IMRAN.

well,thats not the only thing. As you know,i got Anemia. Yeah! Its not a rare thing. I know its not serious also. BUT....! Im still worried of my health. I think its from genes. Im referring to my dad. Mum told me he have got anemia too. Therefore,im worried. Im worried that i will "inherit" the other illness that he had last time which brought him to his death. I AM AFRAID! seriously. I dont blame my dad,indeed i still love him. IM JUST AFRAID! thats all. oh god. (SELISIH!)

"Ya ALLAH,jauhkan la aku daripada bende-bende yg tk baik ini. Amin."

PERFECT♥

2010-03-19T21:59:00.003+08:00

AWESOME OUTING WITH MY GIRLFRIEND AND BOYFRIENDS♥

our planned was to meet at YIO CHU KANG mrt station at 0130pm.
so,Wan met me under my void deck at around 0110pm.
bus-ed and Wan shared some stuff happening in his life(!)
reached there exactly at 0130 but there's no one there.
as you know,janji melayu....
in the end,Zahid and Hilmie reached at 0200pm plus Wafid 10 minutes later.
discussed where to go.
seriously,we have no idea where to go and all of the guys expected us (THE GIRLS) to organise EVERYTHING!
HOW EVIL!
in the end,we went to Marina,our typical hangout place!

text-ed Syaz and met her at Ang Mo Kio mrt station.
train-ed to City Hall and waited for MR-ALWAYS-LATE-WITH-FULL-OF-EXCUSES,HAMBALI!

he said he reached already but we waited for him like 15 minutes!
ERG!!!!!!!

went to Marina Square to book our movie tickets.
but none of the movie attracts our attention.
Wan decided to watch COP OUT but it is M18(!)
que-ed for the tickets and they asked for our IC -.-"
and since Me and Syaz was still young,we cant watch it -____________-"
left and went to eat.

decided to go to Pizza Hut.
waited for them to arrange the seats for seven.
and it took us around 10 minutes. pfft!
at the same time,Hilmie cant stopped claiming himself as an ARTIST!
hahahahahah!

FUN! SERIOUSLY.
EAT,TALK,EAT,TALK... CAMWHORED!

after our lunch,we have no idea where to go.
so the guys go fill up their oxygen tank (smoking) and at the same time thinking where to go.

ARAB STREET(!)
for sheesha.

walked + camwhored = AWESOME

but we stopped by Iluma first.
decided to watch movie.
and it was the same movie as the one at Marina.
COP OUT was still our choice.
we tried to be friendly with the people there,which was two teenage girls.
they wanted to see our IC and told us
"as long as u are born in 1992,can la"
PHEEW!

buy popcorns and drinks.
cleared our bladders and went for the movies.

COP OUT! COP OUT! COP OUT!
IT WAS HILARIOUS!
10 THUMBS UP!
WE INDEED CANT STOPPED LAUGHING.
I SWEAR TO GOD I RATE IT 5/5.

That Paul guy plus that "CCD" guy was totally insane!
hahahahah!
great movie.

aftermath,we headed to Arab Street.
reached there and they ordered the set one which consist of :

two sheesha. (which i think its a waste of money la! 1 is already enough)
4 soft drinks
and Chicken/Fish fillet with some other stuff.

cabbed home.
thanks Mr Zahid :)
reached home at 11.

and i received my LAST YEAR BDAY PRESENT from MR SETAN!
thanks eh.
im referring to Hambali.
he gave me WWE CD!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
isnt it cute?
but he's intention was to disturb me.
because MY DEAR JOHN CENA LOST!
-_____________________________________________-"

i love my gf and bf(s)

2010-03-16T04:16:00.002+08:00

PERFECT♥

i miss my friends alot!
especially those boyfriend(s) of mine.
i cant wait for our outing.
gonna have alot of fun together!

AND PLEASE DONT PAITAO LAST MINUTE.

actually,we are supposed to go out on mon.
then wafid and zahid cant make it.
thus,we changed it to tues.
THEN,wan and hilmie cant make it.
and then therefore,we are going out on wednesday.

PLEASE DONT PAITAO/BACKOUT!
i miss you guys badly indeed!

you guys just cant imagined how grateful am i to be around with this people like seriously.
when im otp with syaz,we will recalled all those stupid-oh-so-fun-crazy moment of us with them all.
it was hilarious!
only ALLAH knows how much i miss them.

i am the issue

2010-03-15T03:07:00.002+08:00

oh god,im sleepy.

i dont know what to post either.
there are some stuff i want to share but it is too personal.
i dont know whom to share it with.
not even my close ones.
my mouth seems so heavy.
why huh?

family,work,school and myself.
MY ISSUES!
i dont know why but it seems like life is being unfair to me.

family? hah!
kinda deteriorating? idk either.
well,maybe the problem lies in me.

work? dont talk about it.
Donald is leaving me soon and im in no mood to work.
my close ones have left me.
Donald,Kenneth and Khai.
im left with a few!
there no motivation except for me meeting cool people such as celebrity.
but im wondering stiill....
HAIZAD,WHEN WILL I MEET U?!

school? as in poly.
OH GOD!
HIGH EXPENSES AND oh god! NURSING?!
i dont have issues with nursing.
its just me!!!
IM AFRAID OF THOSE SHARP NEEDLES.
HANDLE BLOOD.
HANDLE SHIT.
oh my!

myself!!! HAH!
ALOT!
there's no need for me to elaborate more because it seems like im the ISSUE here.

I JUST CANT WAIT TO BE A SUCCESSFUL WOMAN.
THAT IS MY DREAM.
I HAVE GOAL IN LIFE!

if i became a successful person,im still not satisfied.
u know why?!
because my ATOK,NENEK AND BABA ROSLI DOES NOT WITNESS IT!

shopping fever!

2010-03-12T02:19:00.002+08:00

im still awake!
tell u what.
im addicted to blogshop like seriously. its like a disease u know.
i dont want to sound bossy or what but im afraid that i wont have enough clothes for school :/

i added everyone on facebook who is selling clothes or stuff online.
im still looking and searching for people selling pants/bottoms.
selling those branded watches at a very nice price would BE AWESOME.
im still addicted to watch.
AIMING THAT PUMA WATCH.
pay day coming....
should i buy?
98 bucks. worth it?
i dont know.
i love it alot. 3 colours so far.
green,dark purple and pink. intended to buy green.
should i?

did u know i want to start on my WATCH COLLECTION.
but im still not loaded enough.
i have 4 minus 1 without battery and still counting on.
should i buy that Puma watch!!!

and that GUCCI WATCH is sooo tempting tooo.
its GUCCI thus i have to forget about it.

ok! forget about watches. it is soooooo OMG!
T-E-M-P-T-I-N-G!

AWESOME!

2010-03-12T00:25:00.003+08:00

Family picture :)

nice huh? awesome family.
i love them lot like OMG!

WE ARE ALL IN RED AND SAME OUTFIT.
cool huh?
family tee and i love it since all of us own one piece.

saw Khai and he told me that he thought there's a soccer going on.
o.O"

camwhored all day long and check out my facebook for more pic.
busu still have alot more to upload.
very slow!
camera mahal2 tknk upload gmbr!
hahahahah! ok thats all.

and syaz,i will upload those pictures once i found my USB CABLE.
ps: dear USB CABLE,im in no mood to play hide-and-seek with u. thank you.

iammissingyou(!)

2010-03-05T01:57:00.002+08:00

i miss you alot :

my late grandad JAMAIL BIN JANTAN
my late grandma MARSINAH BTE RION
my late dad ROSLI BIN SUMAN

it really sucks to miss those important person in your life. especially when u cant meet them for the very last time. i swear to ALLAH that i really want to meet my DAD.

seriously.

how does it feel to have a biological father?

how does it feel when he hug u when u feel down?

how does it feel when u can cuddle and joke around with ur dad?

im wondering.

.................................................................

that day,both me and my mum make a traditional kuih,KUIH KERIA or we called them malay's donut. mum told me how my dad loves to eat that kuih.

during his last days on earth,he asked my mum to make him those kuih. mum told me that he really ate alot. around 20 pieces.

mum cant stopped telling me this story every time she make the kuih :)

it really is a waste to lost someone like him. he is a nice guy,really is.

mum told me that he is a filial and obedient son.

he is very generous.

his colleagues loves him so much.

AND I FIND IT A WASTE since i didnt get to know more about him.

i only heard from others and i dont know how he looked like.

i only get to see his face through those pictures.

ILOVEMYDAD.ITREALLYSUCKSTOLOSESOMEONEATAVERYYOUNGAGE!

cousins outing♥

2010-02-20T22:04:00.013+08:00

hello people.

im going to update about my outing with my LOVELY COUSINS♥
last thursday was my off day plus Dayan' and Syahk Rezan thus we decided to go out.

met at their place and i was kinda late.

took 74 and headed to Novena.

inside the Mrt,the 3 of us camwhored like nobody's buisness with Abg Izan's Iphone.

I LOVE THE EFFECTS THAT IPHONE GAVE BUT IPHONE STILL SUCKS SINCE THEY CANT BLUETOOTH TO OTHER DEVICES!

AMK MRT STATION.SYAHK REZAN.DAYAN'.EYLA. I THINK THAT WOMAN UP THERE WAS KINDA CUTE.

she looks friendly and i wondered why she looks so cheerful.

hmmmm. :) smile,YOU ARE ON CANDID CAMERA! ok,thats lame.

the three of us tried to squuzed in one picture.
and yeah! ALL OF US WAS IN ONE PICTURE.
wohooooooooo!

Met Kak Nawirah at Novena and went to the City Chain (isit?) shop.

Abg Izan wanted to "alter" his watch that he received during his engagement.
than took bus since we are heading to town.
we camwhored and i swore that there's a school girl in her uniform was sitting exactly right infront of us.
she was giving all of us that scary looks and it seems like she's going to haunt us in our dream.
its like as if she never saw anyone camwhored before.
*roll eyes!

headed to Lido first to book our movie tickets.

both me and Dayan' wants to watch VALENTINE'S DAY but declined by Abg Izan.

told Kak Nawirah and she says she's cool with it.

so yeah! MAJORITY WINS! hahahahahah!
all of us were dead hungry since we had not taken our lunch and even breakfast.

walked to Far East Plaza and had our lunch at Sakura.

at SAKURA'S DINING TABLE.

and we bought

a LARGE plate of Kangkong
a REGULAR plate of Sweet and Sour Fish
a REGULAR plate of Baby Squid
a REGULAR plate of Lemon Chicken
Honeydew juice for Kak Nawirah
3 glasses of MANGO MANIA for the 3 of us

and i swore to you guys that the mango mania was AWESOME!
sumptuous meal and all of us went to watch the movie with a bloated stomach.
but Dayan' and Abg Izan cant get enough of the Mango Mania thus they "tapao" back 2 of it.

hahahahahahah kekek!

arent they sweet? seriously!
since we have lot more time left to the movie,we window-shopped.

there's this shop which i called HEAVEN for those who loves shopping. HOWEVER,those thing they sold there are awesomely EXPENSIVE. can u believed the CHEAPEST CLOTHES i can find is $100++?
went to Mango,Crumpler and my eyes was totally in great pain. I NEED TO SHOP!
and Abg Izan was stucked in that IPHONE shop,so all of us left without him :)
"sapa mau layan?" - in Dayan' accent.
rushed back to LIDO.
bought Popcorn and Mug.

AWESOME!

TRUST ME,VALENTINE'S DAY WAS THUMBS UP.
WORTH THE MONEY.
ALL OF THE GUYS ARE EFFING HOT!
THE STORYLINE WAS WOAW!
♥♥♥
Abg Izan,whom declined it at the first place tends to laugh and seems to enjoy it.
yeah!

after the movie,Abg Izan cabbed Kak Nawirah home.
both me and Dayan' still lingers at Town since the night is still young :)

my throat felt like having some COFFEEBEAN.
hahahahah!
i am supporting and promoting my workplace.
so,we headed to ION ORCHARD but we have a very hard time looking and searching after it.

EVEN IT TOOKS US A LONG MINUTES TO LOOK FOR THE TOILET!!!!

Dayan' asked me am i sure there's a CoffeeBean there.
im confident enough la!
*ROLLED EYES! :)

found it at last.

Dayan' have that PURE DOUBLE CHOCOLATE WITH KIDS SIZE CHICKEN MUSHROOM FUSILLI

as for me,ULTIMATE VANILLA WITH THAT APPLE CRUMBLE.
i prefer ultimate mocha compared to vanilla!

both of us was so full and felt like puking.
we cant stopped complaining on how full we are!
kekek!
and we bus-ed home.

OK.

im not done :)

this is last week or isit last two weeks outing? o.O"

went out with Dayan',Abg Izan,Busu,Syahmi and Cik Jol.

we had our SUPPER.

GUESS WHAT IT IS?

SUP TULANG! HAHAHAHAH!

Cik Jol's treat :)

Syahk and Busu

Me and Dayan'

they are playing around with Cik Jol's Money :)
he have got his pay ! wohooooo!

cool huh?!

then we headed to GEYLANG to eat durian!
maampos!
that day was cool too.
have alot of fun :)

WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ANYWAY,I WOULD LIKE TO CONGRATS MY LIL COUSIN ISMA DINIE.

he is qualified for the SINGAPORE FOOTBALL CLUB for kids.

his team scored 9-1]

as for him,HE SCORED 5!

COOL HUH?!

so proud of him.

so,will there be any football player in our JAMAIL + MARSINAH FAMILY?

hmmmmm.....

work is exhausted

2010-02-17T01:29:00.004+08:00

working is no longer a fun thing.
i miss studying,i miss being a student.
i felt so dumb after long months not going to school.
CAN U EVEN IMAGINE THAT I CANT RECALL ANY PERIBAHASA!
i mean the complicated ones.
and i cant seem to remember all of the algebra!
cool shit huh?

hows work?
OMG!
EXHAUSTED!

SLAM,SLAMMM,SLAMMMMMMM!
TOO MANY CUSTOMER TO HANDLE.
DID YOU KNOW I SPILLED HOT WATER ON MY HAND WHILE DOING THE LATTE?!
ERG!

im working later.
it will be a long 13 HOURS!
we are short of staff thus they needed my help.
hopefully,it wont slam la.
im tired.
slam-ming nonstop.

ok,im done talking about work.
looking-forward for this coming thursday outing♥
going out with my cousins Dayan' and Syahk Rezan.
most prolly Kak Nawirah and Syahmi tagging along.
know why im looking-forward?
the reason : I HAVE BEEN CROPPING MYSELF EITHER AT HOME OR WORKPLACE!
ITS TIME TO ENJOY♥♥♥

we will watch movie,eat and idk what else.
hahahahaha!
VALENTINE'S DAY? maybe?
but im afraid its a waste of money watching that movie.
too many hot guys such as TAYLOR LAUTNER AND ASHTON KUTCHER.
and im afraid that they will distract me. hahahahaha!

and I WANT SATURDAY TO COME FAST!!!
I WANT TO SPEND THAT QUALITY TIME WITH MY FAMILY.
we are going to Hajah Maimunah Restaurant...
my treat :)
wohooo!

shit!

2010-02-12T23:57:00.003+08:00

i dont know what to name it.

crush?
puppy love?
infatuation?
wait! crush and infatuation is kinda same.

NO! NO! NO!

its a waste of time.
seriously! but i just cant help falling and get trapped.
sshitty shit!

someone left CBTL

2010-02-05T01:07:00.003+08:00

among all people,i saw him two days back.
i was doing cashier and was taking order.
the order was done and i glanced at the main door.
i saw him and i can feel my heart beat stopped. seriously.
he was with his friends and i bet he never saw me.
was kinda blur and sorta speehless.
after long months of not meeting him....

only ALLAH knows how much i wished he would enter.
hmm.
i want to see him again.
yikes!
i was glad and at the same time being unappreciative.
because 30 seconds of looking at him was not enough.
ok,shut up.

anyway,on that day also is Kenneth's last day.
SAD!!!!!!!!!

KENNETH IS LIKE NO LONGER PART OF CBTL LA!

omg!

he was one GREAT AWESOME FRIEND.

hard to let him go though.

and now,i cant find fault with anybody :(

crush-ing!

2010-02-03T02:49:00.005+08:00

ok.

i want to post something that is wayyyy too random.

lets begin.

i have been thinking bout this like just know,thus i decided to post about it.

well,its about having a crush on someone.

ok wait.

if you think that im refering to u,slapppp your face ok :)

dont be "perasan".

i hate when i have a crush on someone.

the feeling is soooo suckish!

you tend to hope,wait and want.

not forgetting,getting hurt in the end.

you keep those feelings deep down inside and all it did was : killing you.

im sure you guys will like take the opportunity to look at them while they are not looking at your direction.

do you guys confess to the person that you have a crush on?

i didnt.

i dont have the guts and to tell you the truth,i have low-self esteem.

i shared with my mum about me having a crush on someone.

she told me that i should confess to him.

but i didnt because i knew that he have been seeing someone.

and i dont wish to break their relationship.

furthermore,she is very pretty and i dont deny that.

although i envied her and wish that im in her place,there's nothing i can do.

i wish and wish that he was mine although i realised that the chances of us getting together are so thin.

but now,the feelings started to fade away.

thank goodness!

because i cant take it anymore!

seriously! erg!

sometimes i think life is super unfair towards me.

i dont understand why is it so simple for some people to confess.

and if they are lucky enough,they will ended up with that person.

you know why i dont confess?

because i know there's no use of me confessing as i knew that he dont have the same feeling towards me.

hmmm.
maybe i dont get him but i will get someone better.
i dont know.
im wondering when will that be.
ok,whatever!
for now,i dont want to think about this matter anymore.
i want to concentrate on my studies.
i really think its a waste of time to have a crush on someone.
it really is.
relationship starts later,for now,study first.
its no hurry.
i want to be someone successful.
i really want.

anyway,what if i tell you i have a crush on someone new?
hahahahahahah!
no la.
i dont have,i was just saying.
seriously,i dont wish to have a crush on anyone.
been there,done that.
not once but multiple times.
gettin hurt in the end is all i get all along.
but the issue now is,
i cant prevent myself from having a crush on someone.
i dont know why.
actually,there's more i want to share but...
nevermind,let me keep it by myself.
if i think i want to share,i will just give you a call :)

am i having a crush on someone?

no la!

i make healthcare my career

2010-01-27T23:53:00.002+08:00

hello.

just now received a text EARLY IN THE MORNING AT 06:29

MOE: SITI NABILAH BTE ROSLI,you are posted to NGEE ANN POLY,HEALTH SCIENCES (NURSING) (N69) under 2010 JAE.

yeah people,THERE'S A NURSE IN MAKING.

i read it and i whined at my mum. im kinda sad because i expect architecture. well,i want mass comm but im aware that their cut-off point is wayyy to high thus i thought i can get architecture.

hmm. i believed that Allah put me there because He know that im capable.

He know that my parents would be delighted and im sure Nursing will change our life.

People say that we will have bright and stable future.

so,im cool with it,i think.

BOUT ALL THOSE "DIRTY" STUFF I NEED TO FACE,i think afterawhile,i will be cool with it.

it takes time to adapt,ofcourse.

psst! the chances of me meeting HAIZAD IMRAN is KINDA HIGH!!!!!!!!

WOHOOOOO~

HAIZAD,HERE I COME! :))))))))))))))))))))))))))

loves

2010-01-23T03:39:00.002+08:00

im working tomorrow at 9am.

that means,im left with few hours and yet im still awake.

i dont feel like working tomorrow.

idk.

im simply lazy :/

anyway,thats my colleague Maria and Hui Lin ♥

i love LINN :) my great buddy at work.

well,everyone's ARE AWESOME.

camwhore-d with Lin and Maria.

but Maria dont really took alot of pics.

Hui Lin and i was totally INSANE :) hahahahaah!
chatted alot and we even sang inside our transport.

yikes.

im lazy to go to bed.

can somebody clean the mess out of my living room,

pack those tangling wires and place it at my room?

i want to got to bed but this stuff is being such a burden.

DAMN!

OK.

im off to bed since im left with 3 hours of sleep!!!!!!

-____________________________________________________-"

ham's bday :)

2010-01-20T03:56:00.003+08:00

hello readers.
nothing much to post.
im here to tell you people that it is my....
BESTEST,GREATEST,HANDSOMEST(-.-) GUY FRIEND'S BDAY!
who else would it be rather than

MR MOHD HAMBALI AMIR.

yeah!

its his LEGAL BIRTHDAY.

know him eversince primary school.

thus I labelled him as my 1000 years friend.

hahahaahaha!

he must be glad to be my friend la!

to HAM,lets meet up bcos i know that YOU ARE MISSING ME.

and i know it kills deep inside :)))))))))

anyway,may ALLAH bless you and do enjoy ur bday to the fullest my dear friend :)

psst!!!

did you know who came to my outlet the other day????

IT'S ANNABELLE FRANCIS!!

or i think you will know her better if i tell u she is SHEIK HAIKEL'S WIFE.

yup,i saw her with their kids and maid.

she is perfectly pretty and nice.

NOT THE KEREK ONE.

she is down-to-earth.

and i saw Chirul anugerah too.

yar.

thats lame :)

hhe think he is a hottie but actually NOT!

3 santa's.

2010-01-18T03:32:00.002+08:00

psst!

i have got something to tell you.
i will be getting a MANCHESTER UNITED JACKET BY FEBRUARY from mum.

and thats not all.

MY SWEET ABSOLUTHAL UNCLE want to buy me a WATCH!
isnt that cool.
i will be getting it once he get his pay :)))))))))))))

and Mr SYAHK LEGEND will be giving me my MANCHESTER UNITED JERSEY!
i dont know when.
but that is a confirm after me being forced to do something humiliating.

yeah yeah!!!!

AND NOW I NEED SOMEONE TO BUY ME JOHN CENA'S SHIRT :)

im crazy!

2010-01-17T03:56:00.003+08:00

may peace be upon you :)

im sleepy right now but im being so stubborn and this attitude forced me to blog.

did u know that my nose is making a noise while im typing.

"ssszp! ssszp! ssszp!!!!" and thats the sound of my nose.

i have got my pay and trust me,i shopped till im halfway to DROP!

have a dinner date st seoul garden with lovely cousins.

shopped after that.

DID YOU KNOW ESPRIT IS ON SALE?!

I BOUGHT A $110 SKINNY FOR JUST $33!

AWESOME HUH?!

bought a shoe which was freaking cute at $27.

come on!

i didnt shop for like MONTHS!

DO GIVE ME FACE.

went out with my parents and siblings just now after work.

clean-ed and took cab to Ang Mo Kio to eat OUR ALL-TIME FAVOURITE SATAY.

on me :)

i can tell u im A HAPPY GIRL NOW.

seriously.

my life is changing for good.

hopefully.

shopped again with them.

bought sisters clothes which was awesomely cheap.

i dont know how many pieces mum chose but all i know is that

i forked out $40.

im cool with it.

wanted to buy dad's something but he refuses!

bought 4 tshirts in total for myself.

:)))))))))))))))

ilovemylife.

psst! mum says that she wanted to buy me a MAN U JACKET!

thats AWESOME!

there's an event tomorrow!

IM OFF TO BED.

alhamdulilah is the word

2010-01-12T00:19:00.003+08:00

hi.
i get my o level results just now.
it was kinda unexpected.
all i know i didnt do well and i didnt do badly.
just average.
average girl with average mark.

im still happy and my parents was over the moon :)
called mum first.
i cried,not because i pass.
i cried because my mum cried. tears of joy :)
and im happy to see her happy... seriously.
called dad second.
he was happpy and his tone was not the normal happy tone.
it was different and i can sense that he was about to cry :)

I JUST MAKE MY PARENTS CRY!
i love that,well who dont when it comes to joy.
im happy that most of my love ones are proud of me.

at last,i have fulfilled my atok's dream :))))
and i wish he was here to share this happy moment with me.
and im sure my dad,atok and nenek was smiling over there.

imissyoupeoplelots

o level!

2010-01-09T15:28:00.003+08:00

hello people.

fyi,im UPDATING MY BLOG.

wohooooooo~

ok.

im not working for 3 days starting from today.

cool or what?

actually,my plan was to work tomorrow.

but i received a very last minute "invitation".

as u know,im getting my bursary award.

and it falls tomorrow.

thus,u cant expect me to be work right?

so,after that,i guess i will be going to our "normal sunday" spot.

na-ah.

not kite-ing but rounders-ing.

yep.

we changed the game.

its like that american cricket.

yup.

am looking-forward to that since its my first time playing.

wohooooo~

however,i will OFFICIALLY get my O LEVEL RESULTS BY MONDAY.

only ALLAH knows how nervous am i.

my life relies on that "monday" hand.

it will either be tears of joy or dissappointment.

i want to make my parents proud plus my dear late grandpa whom always wanted the best from me.

furthermore,im ROSLI'S only daughter and im sure he wanted this all this while but he just cant see me achieving it.

and i miss him sooo much.

i really do.

although i dont have any fresh memories with him,he cant failed lingering through my mind.

it really sucks to lose ur love ones at a very young age.

trust me.

although i have found a new dad which was not bad himself,nobody cant replace my dad,Rosli.

he is my dad and im proud to be his.

if i have one wish,i wont waste it.

i will ask for HIM,ROSLI.

all girls want to be daddy's girl.

and trust me,I ENVIED THEM!

one day is enough.

for me to spend with him.

all i want all this while is to

Hug and have that Quality time with him.♥

never♥

2009-12-29T03:45:00.005+08:00

"i saw your face

in a crowded place

and i dont know what to do

cos i'll never be with you

but its time to face the truth

THAT I WILL NEVER BE WITH YOU♥"

web-cammed

2009-12-25T01:05:00.004+08:00

hello people.
FINALLY,IM 17!
to Ham and Syaz dear,SHUT UP!
so what if i just turned 17.
for ur info,older people tends to die first :)))))))
hahahahahahahahah!
ok,that sounded mean although it is in joking manner.

hows my 17?
BORING,in terms of how i spent it.
KNOW WHY???
IM WORKING AND THAT EQUALS TO PATHETIC.

anyway,thanks to those who gave me those BIRTHDAY WISHES via phone or facebook.
:)))))))))))))))))))
by remembering my bday have already made my day.
and to those people who gave me the present,thanks so much.

KAK IJA AND KAK NANI,THANKS FOR THAT MICKEY THINGY.
AND TO THAT PERSON WHOM DONT WANT TO BE NAMED,THANKS FOR THAT PINK WATCH.
I LOVE♥♥♥ IT.
U KNOW I CANT RESIST WATCH.
AND AGAIN,THANKS FOR THE SWENSEN'S TREAT.
IT WAS AWESOME.
NEVER DO I EXPECT THAT.
U KNOW THAT I LOVE♥♥♥ U :)))))

ok.
im going to meet Ham and Syaz dear this saturday.
im looking forward to meet them.
they missed me DAMN MUCH.
IM A GOOD FRIEND AFTERALL.
cant bear to look at them in that deteriotating and devastating condition.
sometimes,u need to learn how to be patient.
ok guys? :)))))))))

and after meeting them,im going to Abg Izan's house to so-call rewang.
this sunday he is getting engage.
WOHOOOOOOO~
and im still waiting for GOSIP-GOSIP 3!

rah rah ah-ah-ah♥

2009-12-21T01:37:00.005+08:00

HELLO PEOPOL!
im having a LOTSSA FUN TODAY.
met my crazy peeps.
who else... if isnt my CRAZY FAMILY.
KITE-FLYING again.
wellllll,we dont really fly the kite....
its more to camwhore(ing).

well,im goin to tell u that this week was sooo the
"RAH RAH AH-AH-AH!
RO MAH RO-MAH-MAH
GAGA OO-LA-LA!"

actually,im suppose to tell u guys about my chalet outing.
however,the story its kinda "spoilt" or in terms of malay is basi,
i wont tell u guys that much.

merely went to OCH and met a very friendly and kind bapok.
serious shit,he is nice.
he sang that Bad Romance song.

and what makes me say that this week was a BAD ROMANCE week is because of the bapok and also................

KAK NODI!
hahahahahahahahah!
she sang and dance to that song.
seriously,it makes us all ROFL.
the way she dance was somehow or rather like Lady Gaga especially the RA-RA part.

did u know that I REALLY LOVE♥ THEM ALL.
:))))))))))))))))))))))))))

let just pictures do all the talkings.

are you sure on wanting to scroll down?
warning : PARENTAL GUIDANCE are recommended
:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))

ok.
the pictures have just ended the talking.
im working later at 4pm.
i dont want today to end actually.
nevermind.
Abg Izan is getting engage next week.
and i wont be working on saturday and sunday.
GONNA HAVE ALOTTT OF FUN!
I WONT MAKE IT TO A WASTE :))))

and i still cant believe that im working tomorrow.
it couldnt be so pathetic compared to be working on ur bday.
yeah!
im working on my bday.
that sucks.

enjoy this people.
im off to bed.
its 3:26am currently

kite flying

2009-12-14T01:07:00.008+08:00

went for Kite Flying with my lovely family.
it was thumbs up.
well,cant deny that all of the outings that my family planned so far,was
TOTALLY AWESOME!
never once it turned out bad.

it was totally fun just now but its not full attendance.
we fly the kites at the big field beside the AL-MAWADDAH mosque.

its like as if we are having a picnic la.
hahahahahahah!

well,at the same time,we celebrated Abg Izan's bday which falls on 11 of dec.
just a picture of him with kak Nawirah.
well,May and me being the calefare.
fyi,they are getting engage on the end of december.
another family event im looking-forward into.

cake feeding moment :)))

supposingly,those kites should be hand made,likewise being told by Busu.
eventually,only my dad and Cik Latip made their own kite.
even Busu didnt make his very own(!)
Busu's kite was the most outstand,i guess.
its an Eagle,which however cant fly high.
it cant even start to fly. hahahahahaha!
PATHETIC IS THE ONLY WORD.

Dad make two kites,made from adidas plastic.
it flies really high however the strings was not strong enough to fight the wind.
Cik Latip's one made from paper.
and i fly his kite since he have two.
his cant fly as it twirls around.

it cant fly so i fly May's kite which tooooo cant fly.

gave up(!)
Cik Latip's one really cant fly even a half storey high.
hahahahahahaha.
May's kite can fly but short distances.
i didnt really gave up on May's kite.

then,Abg Din let me fly his which was effing high.

higher than those buildings.

Abg Din make a kite on the spot.

hahahahhahahaha!

a plastic kite which impressively fly really high.

i think this shot of Nabihah is kinda nice.

just a few edit and WA~LAH!

and there this apek too fly a kite.

a SOTONG :))))

it does take his a very long minutes to fly it due to the size.

it can fly though unlike busu's eagle.

seriously,it was fun.

btw,Abg Izan have just uploaded our 2nd episode of gossip-gossip.

it was hilarious.

HAHAHAHAHAH!

well,i will just give u the link.

if u can go,then do catch it.

http://www.facebook.com/board.php?uid=232332645048#/video/video.php?v=103596332991718&ref=mf

~~~~~~~~~~~~

2009-12-08T03:05:00.002+08:00

its 3am and yet im still awake though i realised that im working tomorrow.
hmmph.
came back from work at 1 plus am just now.
my legs are in great pain.
seriously.
today's closing ended quite late bcos we need to wipe almost evrything and make sure that there is no single dust.
there's someone important coming to our outlet.
pitied Wan bcos he was working overtime today.
not forgetting Kenneth. he was so exhausted and sleepy.
well,tomorrow its me that is going to work overtime.

im typing while closing my eyes.
ok.
im off to bed.
wishing that there's someone massaging my legs.
seriously!
btw,my blue veins are now visible.
and it does scare me.

busy woman

2009-12-06T01:13:00.004+08:00

hello beautiful lovely people.
i have been very extremely busy nowadays.
and as a result,im tired and exhausted.

nothing much except for this.

Both me and Wan was so effing tired and exhausted.
we overslept on the bus.
by the time we woke up,everybody's GONE.
and we were both clueless.
serious shit.
the bus driver was driving and i dont know where he was heading to.
he dropped us on the main road.
thank goodness that we were both still at hougang mall's area.
or else,i dont what will happen.

serious shit!
we were dead tired.
closing which ended at 1am.
home-d by 2am.
washed up and went to bed by 3am.

need to wake up by 6 plus am due to the 2 hours journey.
it was omg!

btw,i talked to that guy which i was talking about :)))))))))))))
he is ...... :)))))))))))))))))))))))))
no words can describe it.
hahahahahahahah!
btw,get the fact right.
i dont have a crush on him,just that he is good-looking.
there's a HUGE DIFFERENT BETWEEN CRUSH AND ADMIRE.

tomorrow i will be doing closing again and will be getting my next week schedule.

a lengthy post

2009-12-02T02:54:00.004+08:00

IM VERY SLEEPY RIGHT NOW!
but i dont want to sleep.
i want to play computer and surf the net.
HOWEVER,THERE'S NOTHING THAT CAN EXCITES ME.
been missing this lappy of mine.
today is the only day i can play computer.
well,supposingly,i can play it like tomorrow.
but na'ah.
alot of distraction.

guess what.
i could smell that soapy dishwasher that i have been using for the past few days at my workplace.
been working non-stop and that smell stuck on my nose.
hahahahahaha!
for those who wanted a free face sauna which lasted for few seconds,u are welcome to my workplace.

telling u the whole thing that have been happening at my workplace will eventually have no fullstop.
there were too many stuff happening.
from those crazy jokes with my friends,those fussy customers,those stupid incident and accident.

made alot of mistakes while doing the ice blend.
there's a gamut of drinks to choose on and u cant expect me to remember everything in just 1 week.
but im getting better in it :D
i want to be an expert on making the ice blend(s) and after that,i want to master the latte.

and then the most favourite part will come next.
WHICH IS COOKING!
cant wait to lay my hands on the food.
i want to be a great cook one day.
maybe not as great as those FAMOUS CHEF such as CHEF RAMSAY.
just a great cook for my family,just like my mum.
cant wait to take that talent from her.
been eating at my workplace and have been missing those dishes by my mum's hand.

tried eggs ben just now for my break which was superb ZAPPPPP!
cooked by Hajar.
Wan was peeping at me while im eating.
he was tempted by it therefore,he ate the same thing for his break.
both of us agreed that it is nice.

i wont be working tomorrow.
however,i was sent to EXPO on thurs.
DEAR GOD,PLEASE LEAD ME TO THE PLACE. im not familiar with it.
i hope u can help me by finding the place.
thanks :D

Friday will be doing closing with Wan.
Abdullah told me that it is the hot period for the customers.
me + wan = dead meat.
4 to 1.
yup.
but its ok.

saturday need to attend another orientation for Cappucino and Brew.
cant wait to meet that good looking guy.
come on.
that's nature.
u will get excited when u saw something nice.
u cant blame me for that.

and sunday,i will be doing closing again.
i think i will be doing closing with Kenneth.

can u imagine how busy i am for this one whole week.
but nevermind.
it does pay.

first,i get to help my mum
second,i can buy my stuff
third,friends found.

btw,did you know that i will be getting a bursary award.
i swear to God that it was super unexpected.
i know im no longer that hardworking nabilah who wont give up on her studies.
therefore,it have never crossed my mind that i will be getting it.
but alhamdulilah,this year,i managed to get it.
its been 5 years eversince i get that award.
alhamdulilah.
i hope that this will continue until i stop studying.
but i really hope those lil sis of mine will continue it.

i will be getting $350.
thank u ALLAH.
im so going to pampered myself,my mum,my dad and my lil sis.
not forgetting those love ones.

working mode

2009-12-02T00:19:00.005+08:00

comment for NEW MOON :

i dont really understand the movie.

reason for it is maybe because i dont watch TWILIGHT or maybe because of.....

TAYLOR LAUTNER IS SUCHA A DISTRACTION!

he blew me away with his HOT BODY AND HOT FACE.

I SWEAR THAT HE HAVE THAT MOUTH-WATERING

AND IRRESISTIBLE FIGURE THAT I CAN DIE FOR.

rate:

3/5 (bad ending! BELLA should choose JACOB over EDWARD!)

6/5 (for TAYLOR LAUTNER! HOTNESS!)

1.5/5 (for Robert Pattisson. i cant seem to find any side of him which is hot - too white and too skinny)

ok.

looks like i have been missing for few days.

im becoming a busy woman with that tight schedule.

my work have started like from last week.

its been 6 days eversince i started working.

TIRING,FUN,EXCITING. AWESOME EXPERIENCE.

too many friends found...

Kenneth,Sufi,Aunty Sarah,Hajar,Azhar,Abdullah,Kak Rovita,Erwin,Jason,Grace,Khairul...

but before we start working,we need to go for an orientation which was located at BUKIT MERAH!

two hours journey.

saw one good looking guy which reminds both me and Wan about someone.

but he is a better version i guess.

hmmph.

well thats all for now.

tomorrow i off. wohoo~

resting day for me :D

just a random post♥

2009-11-22T21:21:00.005+08:00

'cause im trying and trying to walk away
but i know this crush aint going away....
going away....
why do i keep running from the truth?
all i ever think about is you.

am i crazy or falling in love?
is it real or just another crush?

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
and she's got everything that I have to live without.

(crush and teardrops of my guitar)
♥♥♥

im part of CBTL

2009-11-21T17:22:00.003+08:00

i miss wafid and hambali.
supposingly,i should like meet them yesterday for that STARRY STARRY NIGHT event.
but this two asking-for-a-slap guy didnt attend it.
hello.
it will always be the four of us going out together.
i dont know but i felt like we will all lose contact one day.
isnt that a SHIT?!
i cant afford to lose them all.
this too include to ALL OF MY FRIENDS.

lalalalalalalalal~

im going to start working by i dont know when.
Jason the manager will call me again.
then he will informed us about the orientation and stuff.
will be getting our uniforms too.
im working with wan at the same CBTL TAMPINES OUTLET.
i will be busy working.
i think its better for me to work rather than sitting at home doing nothing except for arguing.
i can help my parents financially.
isnt that better?
i can buy my own stuff.
i can pay some bills so as to help my mum bits by bits.
i can buy some gifts for my lil sisters which i know we cant really afford.
i can buy some stuff toooo for my parents.
simply,its just better.
hahahaha!

well,the pay is kinda ok.
it includes meal.
i cant wait to start working.
its one experience gained.

iheardwhatusaytoheraboutthatgirl.imnobodytostoppedu.justdonttalkaboutitinfrontofmecositdoeshurt.

wohooooo~

2009-11-21T14:17:00.001+08:00

i received a phone call yesterday.

I HAVE GOT A JOB!

wohooooo~

alhamdulilah.

my dads bday!

2009-11-18T10:01:00.008+08:00

hello lovely readers :D

today is the 18th of november....
its my dad's birthday!

HAPPY 43 BDAY TO YOU DAD!

im sorry for not giving u ur bday present.
but i promise u to buy one later.
i will...

i love u and thanks for giving me the love from a father which im "thirsty" for eversince im 2.
u treated me well just like ur very own.
u are a great father and im sorry for being the baddd and stubborn daughter. :D
well,thats what daughter/son are for....
they only know how to create problems... heheheheheh

THE STRICT FUNNY MAN WHOM I

LOVES EFFING MUCH♥

ok.
thats it for dad's bday :D

on monday,went out with Syaz and her friends...
Khai,Akil,Afiq and Hailli(?)
that last guy name is super complicated....
i dont really know his name and i cant seem to figure it out.
watched PARANORMAL ACTIVITY.
which was worth the money.
the effing scariest,creepiest,nerve-wreck(iest) movie.

-.-"

i hope u get what i mean bcos i dont want to elaborate more about it.
had our meal after that which was on Khai.
thanks Khai for the treat.
we snapped some pics and some of it turned out DARK.
it was superb noisy during picture session.

total journey was fun,funny and new friends found.

let the pictures have the saying.

well,i have been talking bout the kite-flying event.
i have missed out all of the fun due to HEADACHES.
seriously,my head was superb heavy as if there's 1 pound of stone sitting on my head.
urgh!
i dont know but they are organizing another event.
cycling.
bowling.
picnic.
chalet.
paint ball.

ok.
paint ball sounds sooo cool.
it was a no problem.
just the kids.
they dont know where to place the kids at.
hahahahahahhah!
ok thats it then.
imissmyfriends.

enjoy this video.
credits to Kah Ming and Ming Zhe.
heheheheheh!
MINE AND NINA'S FACE :D

a post dedicated to my friends♥

2009-11-14T23:15:00.021+08:00

hello people.
i just had my "spring clean" in the afternoon which lasted....
well i guess 5 hours?!
hahahahahah! just my room ONLY ^^
i do dilly dally as usual...
clean the mess out of my room.
all of the notes and books,i kept inside that BIG CONTAINER.
im soooooo gonna miss Hougang Secondary although sometimes i complained about the school.
5 years have already past!
isnt that FAST?!

tell you what...
i really do feel sad when packing those stuff.
prolly,im afraid to lose those friends that i have made.
i really love 5A2-s.

im starting to miss all of my friends.
from Nina to Wafid to Hambali to Wan to Zahid to Hilmie...
Faiz,Norman,Jolene,James,Zi Yang,Samuel(s),Jian Long,Kah Ming,Amanda Phua,Wan Er....
or in short EVERYONE.
I THINK WE NEED AN OUTING.....!
maybe a Pit or Chalet so that we can have a better bonds.

talking bout outing,im going out with that crazy girl whom loves me effing much.... well,i dont love her! (hahahahahah!)
im going out with Nurnina Syazwani.
prolly going to Bugis then drop by Arab Street.
gonna catch a movie i think if times allowed.
BUT we are still not confirm which day of next week we are going.
hahahahahaha!
cant wait!!!
wohoo~
bet she misses me effing much.
LALALALALALALALALALAL~
shut up syaz!

tomoorrow,there's religion class.
PLEASE DONT SKIP MAY!
hahahahahahahah!
and after that,maybe im attending that kite-flying event with no kites along -.-"
am i suppose to make my own kite?
hahahahahah!
cant waittttt!

and i will make sure that by this month,i will make myself busy with work.
im not sure what job am i taking.
anyone with any jobs vacancy?
text me yaw!
my phone was now ok,so there's no problem of u contacting me.
Dayan' told me that QiJi is in need of people.
i think im going to consider it BUT im going to ask around first.
GREAT!
tomorrow is the day.
gonna ask Abg Din or Kak Huda bout jobs vacancy.
Abg Din got many "lobangs" whereas Kak Huda can help me with Coffee Bean.
ok.
thats it.

i miss you all♥

and to syaz,i think this lyrics really suits us. (the graduation song)

stay at home,
talking on the telephone,
we'd get so excited,
we'd get so scared,
laughing at ourselves
thinking life's is not fair....

well,enjoy this video while scrolling through the pictures.
just a reminder : scroll it slowly as there are some crazy pics that can make u laugh :D

ILOVEMYFRIENDS!♥

i love you people

2009-11-12T22:44:00.004+08:00

guess what?
yesterday,i watched RAW.
wohoooo~
u know,i will get freaking excited when i watched JOHN CENA.
he was freaking hot till i reached to my melting point.
i aint kidding.
SUCHHA A HOT GUY.

hmmmph.
life is kinda bored.
i think its time for me to explore the outside world.
YES!
i want to work.
well,Jolene have informed me about this office work.
im kinda interested but im afraid that im kinda underage to do that job.
im just 16 have yet to turn 17.
Jolene will update more about it soon.
well,i will just try my luck then.
i still have two other choices.
which is seeking Abg Din's help since he have some "lobang".
if not,guess Cik is will be helping me.

i cant wait for Nadhirah to end her school!
FYI,its not yet holidays for the kindergarten.
bcos of her,i have to sacrifice my sleep just to send her to school.
HELLO!
I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 730AM EVERYDAY!
supposingly,its time for me to rest after "missing" out some sleeps during my o levels week.
lalalalalalalalalalalalal!

and i think,all of the aunties at NTUC recognised my face already!
i will like stopped by hougang point since mum will asked me to buy those groceries!
hmmmph!
im a daughter and thats my responsibility i guess.
and by 12,i need to fetch Nadhirah again.
BORING HUH?!

I NEEDDDD A BREAKKKKKK!
its been months since last i catch a movie.
just now,i checked my movie tickets and did you know that the last movie that i watched was "DRAG ME TO HELL" -.-"
yar!
and that was like during my june holidays.
how pathetic.
2012 ANYONE?

this sunday,there's a family outing i guess.
Abg Izan informed us about the "flying-kite" event this sunday.
just infront of his house.
im kinda excited BUT we are told to bring our own kites.
yeah!
hahahahahah!

talking about Abg Izan,that blue thing was freaking irresistible!
i cant wait to own it.
touch it.
wear it.
MANCHESTER UNITED JERSEYYYYY!
CAN I GET IT LIKE NOW!!!!
want to wait for my results will be like 3 months time?
OMGGGGGG!
that will be like a lonnnggggg period of time.
bohooooo~

talk about this will make me feel bad.
thats all i guess!

LIFE IS A MAZE AND LOVE IS A RIDDLE

2009-11-10T20:31:00.003+08:00

i was like watching JOHN CENA's video at the living room.
mum suddenly came to the living room to take some stuff.

me : "ma! want to take a look at my boyfriend?"

mum : "as if...!

me : "serious! want to see or not?"

mum : " DONT WANT LA!!! JOHN CENA!"

i was laughing on mum's reaction.
was totally funny.
GET MY POINT?

ALMOST EVERYONE KNOW THAT IM TOTALLY OBSESSED WITH JOHN CENA.
well,i do like that NURKASIH guy but NOBODY CAN BEAT CENA.

~wohooooooo

i did watch smackdown that day.
tell u what.... I MISS RAW.
ITS BEEN WEEKS SINCE I LAST WATCH RAW.

ok.
rey mysterio (my 2nd fav) reminds me of abg izan.
matt hardy reminds me of busu.
hahahahahhah!

well,tomorrow,O LEVELS WILL OFFICIALLY END!
yes!
so,can i make it or not is the "thing".

for me......
if my fate is to enter Poly,nothing can stop me from going although it takes me years......
but if my fate is not to enter Poly,i guess God have something better for me.........
so yar....

seriously,i dont know what will i get.
for now,i will just gave out my very best and will overcome everything.
lets drop this topic.

my plan was to go for jobs hunting.
guess Cik Is will be helping me.
i dont know la....

mac!

2009-11-08T17:32:00.003+08:00

hello!

i just said that dont be shocked if i posted a new entry.

hahahahahah!
guess what.
im not posting a post to tell u that im bored.
just wanna say that they had just returned from Cik Peah's house.
now,they wanted to go to macdonald to have meal.
that means,im going to mac la -.-"

:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

hopingthatuarethere

lets kill this boredom

2009-11-08T16:53:00.002+08:00

im currently at home,all alone.
isnt it boring?
mum,dad and the 3 lil siti(es) went to Cik Peah's house.
and im here all by myself.
wanna accompany me?
level 2 turn to ur right and there u see my house :D

my plan was to tag along but i guess it will be kinda bored.
there's no one im really close with.
i dont see the purpose of going then.
thought of going to Dayan' cribs.
called Baba Kas in the morning and he told me Dayan was at work.
she will be back by 4.
i guess by the time she went home,she will sleep cos she will be exausted after whole day working.
BUT GOING TO WORK IS WHAT U ARE LOOKING FORWARD TO EVERYDAY RIGHT? hahahahahah!
(u know i know!)

since im bored,here i am playing PS.
yeah! there's no one at facebook!!!
kinda bored.
no mummy,no brother kets,no sikin,no may,no dayan.....
JUST NOBODY!

so,it wont be shocking if u saw me posting a new entry bcos im effing bored LIKE HELL!

ok. lets talk -.-''
Did you know that yesterday,Dayan' asked me to do the most RANDOM THING in my life which involve (----) !
watehellllll!
its freaking random laaaaa!

hmmph!
i miss my phone.
i have yet to 'on' it since there's a problem with the battery.
its been 1 week i guess!!!
fyi,the battery have expanded and im afraid to charge it.
who knows it will explode one day!
CHOY!

can anyone like give me a call........
fine!
u dont have my house phone number!
but im freaking bored.....

LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALAL!

----!

2009-11-07T17:02:00.002+08:00

he is a malaysian artist.

he reminds me of someone.

ninasyaz,u know who im referring to.

hahahahahah!

the last time i saw him was last week.

he was running and seeking for shelter since it was raining.

hmmph!

BUT HE IS BETTER THAN THAT ARTIST.

imissyoubisu!

im in ♥♥♥

2009-11-07T15:22:00.004+08:00

ok.
im now down with influenza NURKASIH.
hahahahahahah!
im sooooooo into that DRAMA!
i can go crazy if i missed out one episode.
ok! wait! don get me wrong.
im in love with nurkasih! not a guy or what!

yesterday episod was FREAKING SAD ONE!
i felt like KILLING AND SLAPPPPP SARAH'S FACE.
she was the one ruining everyone's marriage.

Adam was soooo pitiful.
looking at him getting hurt makes me heart pain!
just watching it and u guys too can feel the pain.
3 more episod and that drama will end!

WAH PIANG EHHHH!

but no worries.
IM SOOOO GOING TO BUY THE CD'S!
serious shit,THAT DRAMA WAS FREAKING EFFING GREAT.
it never failed to bring tears to my eyes.

everybody have been talking about this drama.
do catch it if u have not.

and im now obsessed with REMY ISHAK! (ADAM!)
TIZ ZAQYAH WAS EFFING PRETTY.
HER ACTING WAS THUMBS UP TOOOO.

eventually,GOOD ACTOR/ACTRESS MAKES GOOD DRAMA.
thats all i guess.

IMISSBISU!♥

im scared

2009-11-05T17:40:00.003+08:00

everything will come to an end soon.
still have one more to go and i can already flyyyyy!
i hope i can flyyyy high....

well,o lvls was unpredictable.
its not like what u have expected.
it can be a lifesaver and also KILLER.
there's nothing much i asked but just to have got the chance to step in to poly.
OF COURSE GOOD MARKS IS WHAT I WANT.
but.............
what is done cannot be undone.
just one more. one more,and im done with it.
im really scared and i feel like SCREAMING!
if only i can shout..... and without people labelling me as "siaow!".....
i have already screamed.
hmmph!
just pray hard for me and if u have any part time job or want to look for one,inform me.....
dont text me bcos my HP BATTERY have bloated.
its been days since i last 'ON' it.
so,yar,inform me byyyyy....
erm.......
idk.....
hahahahahah!
ok thats it.

btw
TO BOTH ISMA DANIAL AND KHAIRUL,HAPPY BDAY YAW!
do enjoy ur bday to the max!

hammpy bday DINIE!

2009-10-31T12:19:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!
im simply here to blog about my dear cousin....

ISMA DINIE!
yesterday was his bday and im slighly late to post about it.

happy bday michael jackson :D
hope that u will enjoy ur bday to the fullest.
MEET YAR later for ur bday party :D

btw,abg ezan posted my pics at facebook.

i miss them alot.
actually,its been 1 year 3 days atok left us.
hmmmph!